Snow-covered

On the tip of a mountaintop

there is a soul

A bit jagged

A bit reckless

A touch restless

A touch lost

 

I can see storm clouds

rolling in

gracing those peaks

Subltle gray

hues of darkness

that bleed into regret

There is just

enough

light to catch

shimmering glints

and reflective hints

of weightless snowflakes

 

Kissing the edge

of nothingness

Tapping into

unknown distances

 

Do feet of the unknown

dare to take

that first glide?

A wooden and

waxed leap

down a trail

yet to be formed

 

Does the heart

dare to explore dreams

that still linger

upon pristine snowbanks?

 

A graze of grace

upon the cheek of

God’s country

 

Can that smile

cut through

the fear

and anticipation

of failure

and victory?

 

Underneath it all…

the summit,

the boulders,

the powder,

the blunders

is a heart of gold

that cannot be covered

by the darkness

of an avalanche

 

A thawing-

the coldest spring

binds us

into arms of strength

 

Even in the deepest drifts

your footprints mark

where you have been

A place in between

the dancing of snow

where your shadow

is cast

and time never melts

Delight

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We are not the same

Being called by a different name

We start our strides

on different feet

We glance

but our eyes

don’t always meet

We wake up on different

sides of the bed

Under different skies

with opposite

clouds overhead

 

Interpretations

of varying degrees

Beliefs that collide

and disagree

My dreams are colorful

Yours may be

black and white

Even with our eyes closed

we touch that void

on the other side of sight

 

There is an indescribable

beauty here

between disagreements

and fear

Surrounded by

this diversity

Open arms

that create unity

 

The warm touch

of a friend

The cold goodbye

of reaching an end

The shaking hands

of a welcoming greet

The flickering light

at the end of the street

The songbird

on a mornings rise

The engaging glace

in lovers eyes

The smell of the rain

falling upon dry ground

The spinning

of this marble world

Round and round

 

The snow that falls

So pure, white

and cold

The wisdom and privilege

of growing old

The laughter of children

lost in exploration

The budding of fruits

and their lure

of temptation

 

The weightlessness

of butterfly wings

The promise wrapped

into soul mates rings

The candles hypnotic

licking flame

The wild creatures

that man cannot tame

The perfect timing

of a favorite song

The journey

that is trying,

complicated,

and long

 

The moon that brings

light to the

darkest of nights

The taste

The touches

The smells

The sights

 

We share

in this beauty

this creation

this bliss

A walk together

through time

through space

Until our hearts

and souls

leave this place

 

Learn from every breath

every fear

every death

 

Embrace each smile

each trial

each mile

 

Capture these tears

these moments

these days

these years

 

It is all just

a temporary trip

Let your cup overflow

savor every drip

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Cerulean

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How much longer

must I play pretend?

An unforgiving society

tying my arms

behind my back

Awakening

to an unforgiving

alarm clock

an unmistakable

truth

 

Is this soul

just a shell

surrounded by

the safety

of blissful

ignorance?

Do these brain cells

flicker on and off

like a fluorescent bulb

waiting

to be tapped?

Just anticipating

a steady stream

of light

 

I remember

the sun

the warmth

the green shadows

of a mountain summit

The bluest blue

of swallowed

intoxication

How the sky

seemed endless

until those jagged edges

carved out

my own fears

 

That mist

that clouded

my thoughts

The liquid

that faded

my vision

my dreams

My tears

quenching

my inner melancholy

Making my soul

drown in

a memory

 

Did that needle

periodically

take my blood?

Was there a bandage

to cover

the hole of

my shortcomings?

Did that pale yellow paint

chip under the

weathered years

of someone else’s

happiness?

Were these wooden

steps leading me

toward

or away

from my future?

 

The attic

creaked out

my emptiness

Cobwebbed desires

trapped in the clutches

of spider legs

 

That spring

that led into

a summer

of faded photographs

Sun kissed shoulders

Sweat filled nightmares

Moon kissed sleep

that made

my soul restless

 

A dream

of falling

of running

of being trapped

in my own discontent

 

Will those cerulean days

ever return

or am I forever

trapped in

surrealistic daydreams?

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Exhilaration

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Every other day

it happens

This pen

meets paper

Leaves a

hollow eulogy

This continuous

death of words

 

Has it all

been done?

All

been said?

All

been carelessly

jotted down

like a drunken

memory?

 

Must I leave

a tip in that dust

stained jar?

Must I make

a deal with my own

muddied soul?

Must I listen

to the clink of my

high-heeled boots?

Must I try

to light a cigarette

with a lighter

low on fluid?

It’s flame

a dull blue

that goes out

with the faintest

whisper of wind

 

These nights

have been bleeding

Dripping rapidly

from one to

the next

Careless rhythms

of moonlight

that reflect

on forgotten dreams

 

Where did it go?

Those lost hours

Those celebratory

dances that were

highlighted in silver

The youthful party

that never

had a curfew

 

There was a time

when adulthood

was my

only enemy

How those

wrinkles crept

up on me

Tiptoeing

behind a hangover

 

Can this cracked

shot glass still tip

intoxication?

Can this

flesh tighten?

Can I retrace

a memory

of youth?

Of a kiss

Of you and I

lost in bliss

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Temporary Ghost

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Is it all regret

all over?

Does that road

in my memory

lead to the past

that could have been

the future?

Is it all broken?

Full of spiked strips

ready to flatten

this dream

 

How many days

did I awaken

in bliss

In sorrow

In yesterdays kiss

Lipstick stains

of yesterday

on tomorrows cheek

 

There are times

I feel so tired

So used

So weak

 

I can still see

that rain on the road

A merging sorrow

dripping into

the grooves

I never felt so lost

as the day

you were strapped

into sickness

 

The hours

were like days

and the days

were mystic lullabies

that could never

lure me to sleep

I could only

pace though

our memories

Long and empty hallways

of empty hands reaching

out to nothingness

 

I remember waking

from uncomfortable sleep

to the scene

of your life

A bleached white table

with outlined phantoms

of your creative paints

Multicolored memories

bleeding into

cigarette burns

and empty bottles

Half finished sketches

Half empty promises

Heavy tears

that washed down

the mountains of

my mind

 

All the years

I cried

All the years

I tried

All the things

you hid

All the pain

you gave

to the shoulders

of that liquid mistress

 

My arms were there

open

and willing

but empty

There was

a strange ghost

that took

your hand

away from mine

right before my eyes

 

There was

a heavy snowfall

of guilt

that weighed

us both down

Her diseased disasters

tried to collapse us

But the heartbeat

breaks under pressure

and we resuscitated

ourselves

and arose from

the dead

 

The detox

and distress

The addiction

and affliction

The nightmares

and night sweats

could not divide

 

I found a strength

in myself that night

Driving through darkness

listening

to your favorite song

with our best friend

beside me

beside you

beside the past

the present

the future

 

I knew what

had to be done

A silver cube

in my pocket

A golden love

in my heart

I could no longer

hold onto

this anger

and fear

 

Our love

could conquer death

Pain

Suffering…

We had to

let go

of everything

A misted past

would carry our

future

 

The dawn breaking

shattered

that darkness

Your fragile spirit

walked back

to me

Weak and confused

not remembering

the previous pain

Dulled by morphine

and dripping agony

 

But I never

gave in

I never

gave up

I never packed

for your journey

beyond

But prepared

for you coming back

Coming home

Coming into

these arms

that never stopped

holding you

Even when

you became

a temporary ghost

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Reverence

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There is 

inspiration here

in the nakedness

of flesh

It all started off

so innocently

A kiss

A caress

 

This lust 

is a whisper

that walks quietly

upon my ear

Hearing only

heavy breaths

as your eyes drift

into nothingness

 

Sometimes these shadows

move with a 

dreamlike quality

The tip 

of flames desire

A touch

like velvet

 

The love songs drift

like a dove

caught in a shadow

Leaving grey imprints

on outstretched wings

 

The candle

in the distant corner

drips with delight

Each waxen footprint

echoing 

an embrace

 

I know your

heartbeat rises

when I touch

Your hand

Your neck

Your lips

 

This poem

is naked

like our love

Exposed

as the wind

licks away the snow

that covers our passion

A melting touch

 

I trace 

the profile 

of your face

As shadows dance

in delirium

 

The night is ours

These snow drifted

moments of exuberance

leave only subtle traces

of loves memory

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